Perhaps I have always known everything important but will need a lifetime to discover what I know. Tarot and Oracles offer me guides and sign posts to help me along my way.
Saturday, July 9, 2016
I don't care for the King of Swords; he is too self important and a bit judgemental. Those old men think they know more than they do. Can't trust them, they usually are only interested in the outcome as it pertains to them.
I wonder if I will have to change my perception of old men now that I have torn off lots of pages of calendars, and I too am a bit aged. Is he here at the site of one of those walls he tore or knocked down and lives with some regret? I have had this type of reflection lately. Looking back, would I have made different choices knowing what I know now? I realize the answer is that if a I chose different, the Carolyn I am today might not even be aware enough to ask that question, quite possibly might not have made it this far! There are things that I don't want changed and they would have changed or not happened if I had chose differently somewhere along the line. So I am okay with my backward glance.