Wednesday, June 19, 2019


How the heck did I find myself out here?  Make a plan, work a plan. 

Tuesday, June 18, 2019

Monday, June 17, 2019

Places everyone

We all have a skill set, maybe several; the quest is finding what suits us and going with that; whether a laborer, craftsman, or the marketing director. Too much of life is spent trying to make another happy or living up to another's expectation. Even now I am battling it.  My path in sales changed and now I work inside as a paper pusher.  The manager wants me to make "cold" calls and lead generation and once upon a time I was pretty good at, didn't like it, but it was part of the job.  Every week I say I am going to really commit and every week I fall short.  We change, I changed. So who is the disappointed one? Me, I am still trying to be something I no longer am.

Sunday, June 16, 2019


Temperance never makes much sense to me.  Must be something to it, but don't feel like working it out.  For today I think I will try a new recipe.  Little of this and a little of that.  I am going to notch it up a bit, something spicy and maybe that will help with my congestion issues.

Marco Polo Tarot ~ Lo Scarabeo

Saturday, June 15, 2019


Heard it all before. Not listening.  This Two of Swords has a feel of Justice, but he will not make the High Court.  His mind wanders and he is not really present, listening to the presentation in court. 
Today I need to pay attention or at least not waste my time with someone who would rather be somewhere else rather than spending time with me. 

Friday, June 14, 2019

Spiritual leaders

Do we need them, spiritual leaders?  Someone to follow, to whisper prayers of hope and for redemption?  Reasoning that life is not really ours to shape and control?  We are all on our own paths and though seemingly different, headed in the same direction. 

"What it leads to what will be, and all will be well if we do what is right. Never fear the future. Whatever happens, the future is the only way back."
"The only way back to what?"
"Back to the where we belong forever. The future is the one path out of time into eternity."   Puzzle and Riddle (pg 63)
BREATHLESS - Dean Koontz

Thursday, June 13, 2019

Rethink that

Arrogance.  The driver of this Chariot is actually taking a whip to magical tigers.  Look they fly!  I would seriously rethink whipping magical tigers, or abusing magic in any form.  Magic can reshape itself and who knows what can happen then.  I will remember that today when something magical comes flying my way; take a moment and just appreciate it.  Not try to capture, or shape, or direct it.  Accept it for it being in my life.

Marco Polo Tarot ` Lo Scarabeo, Torino

Wednesday, June 12, 2019


Receptivity.  I don't feel very receptive.  My respiratory ailment has me only focused on me; oh woe is me.  I haven't walked barefoot for several days, not able to focus on positive healing thoughts, and the deep racking coughs have been a real imposition. Today I do feel better, but I am still not very receptive to any get up and go.  I need that well-spring that is overflowing from the cup.  Misery may love company but I am tired of my own.

Tuesday, June 11, 2019

Play me a melody

There are always things that seemed left undone.  Unfinished business.  There have been a few loose ends I have tied up, still more to do.   I realize more and more each day the things that I am not, but have pretended, educated, or forced to be.
I am the Unfinished Symphony.

"Son can you play me a memory I'm not really sure how it goes But it's sad and it's sweet And I knew it complete When I wore a younger man's clothes." Sing us a song you're the piano man Sing us a song tonight Well we're all in the mood for a melody"
Piano Man, Billy Joel

Monday, June 10, 2019

Cosmic prank

Sometimes I believe the Universal Divine is having a laugh at my/our expense.  Asking for advice, I get Breathe.  Really!   The exact thing I am having a problem with.  I have a nasty cold, bronchitis, or upper respiratory infection and the one thing I am having problems with is breathing.  I am not sleeping, not getting any work done, and Kitty has gone into hiding.
Still Breathe is the best advice I can receive.  Deep long breaths, or as deep as my lungs will allow to keep from developing pneumonia is the order for the day.

Wisdom of the Oracle - Colette Baron-Reid

Saturday, June 8, 2019

Too clever

Foolish to believe we can get away 'with no good.' Somehow the deed(s) always catch up with us.  Someone always knows, even if that someone is yourself.  No way did this hunter gather those rabbits himself.  Too clean, not a spot of dirt on him, even his hands don't appear sullied by clearing the traps.  He managed to finagle those rabbits from someone, and you know what, the wifey knows too.  Look at those crossed arms, defensive in her stance.
Sometimes we can be too smart for our own good.

The Sacred Circle Tarot ~ Ann Moura

Friday, June 7, 2019

Paint the town green

Another lovely Page.  I am in need of some of the youthful energy of the Pages. Someone who was not in consideration of others brought a nasty little cold bug into the work environment.  I have been staying just ahead of the full onslaught of misery. Walking barefoot every morning might just be helping; all that healing Earth energy.  For today there is not much work at office so I am going to stay close to home.  Maybe this Page has the right idea, get the paints out and spend some of my day in creative action.
There is beaver just yonder to keep me company.  Most days there have been some companions in each of the daily draws.  I am going to go back through the deck and see just how many friends Ann Moura gave us to keep us company. 

The Green Witch Tarot ~ Ann Moura

Thursday, June 6, 2019


Plans without action are less productive than daydreaming. 
Yesterday's comments never made it as a post.  Didn't hit publish, so the thought was left without action.  Today's Page of Swords reminds me to get to it.  Want something? start doing. 
Kind of feels a bit like a Page of Wands, but really thinking about the action first, is a good idea.