Monday, November 29, 2021

The mirror has two faces


An old childhood trauma has resurfaced in my awareness; something I thought I had have forgiven and reframed in my memories. A somewhat casual remark the other day by a family member triggered the awareness that the incident indeed is not forgotten, or reframed, or released. It still hurts and is still, these fifty-seven years later upsetting.  The balance I thought I had secured within me is out of kilter. The mirror of my awareness has two faces.





The Gaian Tarot

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4 comments:

  1. Sharyn Mallow WoerzNovember 29, 2021 at 6:45 AM

    ah. snark And cold germs. Quick, get under the quilt and be wrapped in love.

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    1. Carolyn TindorNovember 29, 2021 at 11:25 AM

      A rough couple of days. The love quilt is exactly needed. Thanks

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  2. thesycamoretreeNovember 29, 2021 at 7:09 AM

    I have triggers that seem to rip old band-aids off what I thought was a healed wound. In some ways, forgiveness is like grief - an ongoing process. (((C)))

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    1. Carolyn TindorNovember 29, 2021 at 11:26 AM

      2 steps forward and a tumble back from time to time.

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