Growth

i have discovered a tired secret beneath my veneer.  Fear I have discovered is the continual looping recording that plays in the back of my mind.  Of course I know that Fear has it's place, the old Lions, Tigers, and Bears conditioning, or in the case of Mermaids, Sharks, Whales, and the Fisher's hook, keeps me aware. The last couple of days I have tried to put aside the work and those concerns and pay attention to each moment.  In each moment I have discovered how fear runs through my life.  The Fear factor heightened after accident in 2012, but fear is a life long issue. I thought I had come to terms with most issues, but not so. This trip away I am listening to what the me of me is letting me know.  Maybe this is what the tinnitus is about?  Some of those concerns are real and warrant attention and the time to really work of them and some of them are ridiculous ponderings, that now that I am aware of them, I can release. 
Fear:, false evidence appearing real

Mermaid Week

Choose to be your most authentic self.  No one else can choose it for you.  They will choose a version of you based on what they know to be best for you from what is best for them.











Artwork Greeting Card - Sue Lion

Mermaid tribe

Choices.  Enjoy who you are with or change your circle. 

Why not me?

Listen to what the heart says and the Heart says "Why not?"
Decide. 
The song "Why not me" by the Judds has been looping in my inner ear for about a week now.  Woke up last Sunday morning to the tune playing in my head, and it has been continually playing through out the days.  Guess my mind and heart are trying to tell me something.  Today I am gifting myself a trip to the Sea.  I got to get a dose of Vitamin Sea for some healing a restoration.  Definitely Queen of Cups advice.




The Gaian Tarot

Gala please

Some of the most simple things can be the most profound.
Going to the local orchard when I was young girl was a favorite treat.  All those delicious apples.  I got a little older and thought climbing the branches to grab the apples farther up might reward me with even better apples.  I have learned through the years that the ones on the ground can be just as delicious.  Lesson learned over and over again.

Quiet please

Sweet Silence.  My tinnitus is deafening lately. 
A chosen lovely spot among the green.  Nothing much Spring green here. Ninety-eight today, everything seems to be tinged with brown. No anticipated symphony of fall colors and to walk across the yard reminds me of the same crunching sound when the grass is frozen.  No birds to announce the mornings, most have taken wing to wherever water can be found and the rest are heading to their winter destinations.  Time for me to take a leave of absence and give myself the gift of a get-a-way.  Maybe I can find a spot unto myself and ease the incessant ringing.



The Gaian Tarot

In Numbers

There can be Strength in numbers.  All for one and one for all.
This reminds me of Kitty and me.  We have become a bonded pair.  Each seeking comfort and companionship from the other.  She has filled in spaces in me that were empty, which I supposed strengthens me.  She still doesn't want to sit on my lap.  Next to me and nearby almost always, but even companions need a bit of space.




The Gaian Tarot