Lists. Writing it all down so I can...
One of my greatest tools in life was my memory. My ability to recall little bits of this n that and oh so much more. Not so much any more. In fact I have taken to writing down more and more things. The real injustice to all of this is now I am writing lists of lists; well it is not that bad, but some days it feels like that. Maybe that is what RWS Three of Swords with its depiction of the pierced heart is - my heartbreak of memory loss. I laugh it off as just not holding on to things that are of no importance to me.
The other day in the Kroger's parking lot I spoke to a man that I know I had met in my business but could not recall his name. It took me a week to remember that he, his wife, and their adult daughter broke a contract with me. Lots of time, work, and money. It took me a couple of years to put them out of my mind and move on. Then I spoke to him when clearly I never should have. Now I am mad all over again for forgetting what an ass he is. The insult to injury is the other day I crossed his path again at recycling center and he waved and said hi. Yuck.
Journey through the Gaian Tarot - Joanna Powell Colbert
Perhaps I have always known everything important but will need a lifetime to discover what I know. Tarot and Oracles offer me guides and sign posts to help me along my way.
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ReplyDeleteMost of them I have and work on not even allowing them to take root. These people really upset me and I guess I still have not let it go; almost.
DeletePerhaps he was admiring you how you have moved on from all that. :)
ReplyDeleteWhen we reach 50 we shouldn't leave the house without pen a paper
I like that. Not leaving home without the pen and paper. I am going to have to start leaving memo's to me on my phone.
DeleteFor me writing things down in a notebook helps me to remember it more easily than typing it on my tablet. Don't ask me why!
Deleteout loud I blame it on the B12 thing, but inside it alternately makes me furious and frightened.
ReplyDeleteIt makes me frightened and furious as well. I could almost bloody my hands beating on the wall of 'not-fair'.
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