And there I go again

 

This is all I want to do today, stay home in my comfy chair and let the world go along its way. It's the rabbit in the corner that can be my undoing. Tempting me to get up and follow her. Just about time I think, okay I can sit for a bit and have me a moment, something comes along, catches my attention, and up I get going. 

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Star - light please

 

Hope Springs Eternal

I have made a hash of things in regards to exiting from my sales career. One more, one more my ego tells me. One more because they asked me or needed me. I know when I step aside there are hundreds more ready, willing, and able to take my place, maybe that is why I take 'one more' because I don't want to admit that I am that easily replaced. Restless all night thinking of my exit. The Star this morning gives me hope that today is a good day for figuring out my next move. I get to choose my outcome by my choices and participation what and where  I 'pour' my intentions. The reason I am lingering is because I don't know what I want to do next and I can't fathom what I want to do next because my heart and mind are focused on what I don't want to do. A vicious little cycle I have created. The Star - light has spotlighted this issue.

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Best intentions

 

Wherever you go, there you are. Making the first move to get ahead of others or a difficult situation, might be the best move. First check in with your feelings to see what the motivation is, to better oneself or best another? Best intentions can be confusing.

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Consider this

 

I have never really paid attention to the fact that the three personages in this card are similar to the scales the central character is holding. The card scanned askew, giving me the unbalanced view of the fact that the three of them are the scales. What parts of me are not in balance?  Can I really be objective in or about my life if the central part of me is not in balance? Sometimes I might need to look at things from just a slightly different angle to help me get the full picture.

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New guidelines please

 

Most of the old rules do no work any more. I cannot abide by guidelines set by an establishment or personage that did not have me in mind, when those rules were made. This is at the heart of the issue for me being told what to do; I don't like being told what to do. I am now in the 'age' group of old people, and I agree, what worked for me in my twenties, thirties, and forties, will not necessarily work for those age groups now. I don't tell others what do to, I suggest and tell them what I think, and then they decide, and that is if I am asked at all. I wonder then why I am still chafing under restrictions of those whose influence no longer, and in some instances, never did work for me.

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Mental

 

I am just not sure about the Ace of Swords lately. Aces are supposedly a good sign.  The Ace of Swords can be about truth, justice, new ideas and such, but all that is suspect when you think of the Ace as the lead card for the rest of the suit, and two-ten can be really negative 'like' cards. The positive-negative polarity keeps the Tarot balanced. I guess a pairing of the Ace of Swords would be more telling as to what possible new idea is tickling the brain. Today I am taking it as "What You Think About You Bring About." Good or not so good, is always a choice.

Mental that one.

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Pick up sticks

 

I keep wondering how is this person going to get where they intended to go if they can't see where they are heading? I can ask myself the same thing. It is the first day of the second half of year. Have I made progress from where I started at first of year? I keep picking up one more thing that seemingly has to be done, adding one more promise to my daily log, that I still have a list of things needing done, so I can get on with my own life. But the thing is, 181 days of 2022 says I am getting on with life, just not the life I was intending. Can I lay the bundle down and move on? The question I am going to work on these next 184 days or so.

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