Today this Ten of Wands feels like a fairly accurate depiction of me. As I wind down my career in direct sales I find myself with lots of extra time and I am trying to keep from filling that time with mindless blather. For years and even more years that my twenty-five year stint in sales, I seemingly have been carrying others worry, fear, angst, and ineptness. I think as long as I had others problems to deal with I really didn't have to worry about my own feelings of self-worth. My quiet time has lead to a lot of unquietness in my mind. Time to settle down and start releasing each of those bundles I carry.
Scorpio Sea Tarot
I hear Billy Crystal saying "it's a process..." It makes me laugh and lightens the load. As long as we live within the world we will carry some of it's load. I can't choose the hermit in a cell live, no Sugar Bee apples, no email, no research tools. Nope, not going there.
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